OFFICE RIVALRIES
The hum of fluorescent lights filled the small office. Janet leaned back in her chair. She stared at the spreadsheets on her computer. The numbers blurred. She rubbed her temples, trying to dispel the headache forming behind her eyes. She glanced at the clock on the wall. It was past five. She knew she wouldn't be leaving soon.
Across the room, Eric was buried in his papers. His brow furrowed in concentration. Fingers tapped rhythmically on the keyboard. Janet watched him for a moment. She saw the tension in his shoulders, the way he carried the weight of the department on his back.
She sighed softly and returned to her work. The silence between them was a testament to the unspoken competition that had brewed over the past few months. Eric joined the team six months ago. They started off amicably enough. It wasn’t long before they were at odds over nearly everything.
Janet’s phone buzzed, jolting her out of her thoughts. She picked it up. It was a message from Sarah.
Hey, don’t forget about dinner tonight. You promised!
She typed a quick response:
Running late at work. Might have to reschedule.
Almost immediately, Sarah replied:
You need a break. Seriously.
Janet put the phone down and glanced at Eric again. He wouldn’t leave until the project was finished. She wouldn’t give him the satisfaction of thinking she couldn’t keep up.
Eric looked up, catching her gaze.
Long night ahead?
Janet nodded, her lips forming a thin line.
Seems like it.
He leaned back, stretching his arms above his head.
You know, we could just finish this tomorrow. It’s not like the world will end if we take a break.
Janet raised an eyebrow.
Since when did you become so laid-back?
Eric chuckled, though it didn’t reach his eyes.
I’m not. But I realized that burning out won’t help either of us.
They stared at each other for a moment. The air thick with unspoken words. Janet wanted to argue. She wanted to tell him that his sudden shift in attitude was suspicious. The exhaustion in her bones made her reconsider.
Maybe you’re right. But I just want to get it done.
He nodded, seemingly satisfied with her response.
Alright. But at least promise me you’ll take a break soon.
Janet gave a noncommittal shrug and turned back to her computer. The minutes ticked by. She found herself lost in the monotony of data entry. Her mind drifted to the days when work wasn’t such a battlefield. When she and her colleagues would go out for coffee or laugh over shared frustrations.
She missed those days. But she also knew that things had changed. There was more at stake now. The competition was fiercer than ever.
Eric’s voice broke the silence.
Do you ever wonder why we do this to ourselves?
Janet glanced at him, surprised by the question.
What do you mean?
He leaned forward, resting his elbows on his desk.
I mean, we’re here, night after night, stressing over numbers and deadlines. For what? A promotion? Recognition?
She considered his words, feeling a pang of introspection.
I guess it’s about survival. Making sure we stay relevant, keep our jobs, and maybe get ahead.
He nodded slowly.
Yeah, I get that. But sometimes I wonder if it’s worth it.
Janet didn’t have an answer. She looked back at her screen. The numbers once again blurred before her eyes. The hum of the fluorescent lights seemed louder now. A constant reminder of the endless cycle they were trapped in.
Taking a deep breath, she closed her eyes for a moment. Allowed herself a brief respite. When she opened them again, she felt a strange sense of clarity. Maybe Eric was right. Maybe they needed to find a better way to balance their ambitions with their well-being.
But how?
Janet opened her eyes and looked at Eric again. He was back to his papers, his face drawn in concentration. She couldn't shake the feeling that they were both missing something vital by being here, night after night.
She stood up, stretching her stiff limbs. Eric glanced up, surprised.
"Taking that break already?" he asked, a hint of a smile playing on his lips.
Janet shook her head. "No, just need some water."
She walked to the small kitchenette, filling a cup from the cooler. The water was cold, a shock to her system. She took a sip and looked out the window at the city lights. They blurred and twinkled, a reminder that life was happening outside these walls.
When she returned to her desk, Eric was still watching her. There was a softness in his gaze now, something she hadn't noticed before.
"You know," he began, "there's a little diner down the street. Open all night. Maybe we could grab a bite, talk about something other than work for once?"
Janet was taken aback. The idea was tempting, absurdly so. But she hesitated. "I don't know, Eric. We have so much to do."
He leaned forward, his eyes earnest. "Janet, the work will still be here in an hour. But maybe we won't be, at least not in the way that counts."
She felt a lump form in her throat. She wanted to brush him off, tell him she didn't need his concern. But something in his words struck a chord. Survival, he'd called it. Maybe it was time to stop merely surviving.
She nodded slowly. "Alright. But just for a bit. We still need to finish this."
Eric smiled, a genuine one this time. "Deal."
They gathered their things and left the building together. The night air was crisp, filled with the distant sounds of the city winding down and starting up again. They walked in companionable silence, the weight of their earlier competition lifting slightly.
In the diner, they sat by the window. The fluorescent lights were softer here, almost comforting. They ordered coffee and pie, the simple act of choosing something unrelated to work feeling like a small rebellion.
As they ate, they talked about everything and nothing. Childhood memories, favorite books, dreams they'd almost forgotten. The conversation flowed easily, unburdened by the usual tension.
Janet found herself laughing at a story Eric told about his first job. It felt good, strange but good. She realized she couldn't remember the last time she laughed at work, or anywhere for that matter.
Eric looked at her, his eyes searching. "You know, Janet, I think we've been looking at this all wrong. Maybe it's not just about the numbers and deadlines. Maybe it's about finding moments like this, where we can just be ourselves."
She nodded, feeling a warmth spread through her. "Maybe you're right. It's just... hard to remember that sometimes."
He reached across the table, his hand hovering for a moment before resting on hers. "Yeah, but maybe we can remind each other."
They sat there, the hum of the diner filling the comfortable silence between them. Outside, the city continued its ceaseless rhythm. But for a moment, in that small booth, they found a sense of peace.
When they finally returned to the office, the spreadsheets were still waiting. The fluorescent lights still buzzed overhead. But something had shifted. The work didn't seem as daunting, the competition less fierce.
Janet looked at Eric, feeling a renewed sense of clarity. They weren't just surviving anymore. They were finding a way to live, even in the midst of the chaos.
"Let's get this done," she said, a smile playing at the corners of her lips.
Eric nodded, matching her smile. "Together."
As they worked side by side, the numbers seemed less oppressive, the deadlines less looming. For the first time in a long while, Janet felt a glimmer of hope. Maybe it wasn't about the end goal at all. Maybe it was about the journey, and who you chose to share it with.
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